i dunno y i am..y me writing this..y me made this..y me want to have a space to say something..
to jot down my life..the things i can't say that i want to say,i will write them here..as a child i was too lonely..bullied and bashed around..the story is still the same..some people ..people like me are never meant to fight..just being beaten..beating like a hammer gives to a nail.Not fucked(its good) but being raped...and raped again...i want to write about so many things...and i will.I want this to be my diary.I dunno want u to give me advice...i have had plenty and it fucked me up even more.I want to just write the shit in my mind.Don't lash at me...it won't affect me at all...i have been through a lot..and i just want to be myself.I don't want to redeem myself..it can't be done..just want to write my shit down.
So plz dont' act like a toilet paper in the comments section..
Will write sooon...
